It has been a while since I lasted updated this blog.  I do have a fantasy.  I wish I would be able to sell our Jackson Heights apartment and then start to move on to the next chapter of my life.  I would love to start thinking about making the move (for the thousand time it seems).  I am ready to cut the cord and have a new life.
When will COVID be over?  When can I travel again without restrictions?  If all life will end soon, please let it end peacefully.  I need GUIDANCE!
So many stores have shuttered.  I am grateful that I still have friends here.  Without them I would be constantly worrying about my future.  I truly need them for my sanity!
I will start writing this blog again now that I am feeling insecure and have doubts about my future.  This blog gives me hope.  I can't explain it.  
Please let my fantasy come true.  I need to sell sell sell.  Then make the move smoothly.  Next we need to find a new home/apartment that is affordable and within our budget.  Then we can take a DEEP BREATH and maybe we will be able to travel again...
