Days are getting shorter. There are still so many things on my mind. Like BB's move to Vancouver. Like whether I have a shot at the job I applied for. I want to work but I also want to travel extensively after the pandemic. How am I ever going to find time to travel if I have a full time job? That is the million dollar question. Maybe I should just become a literacy volunteer. Then I won't worry about any time constraints..
I miss hearing music on the streets here. I am used to hearing talented musicians play on the streets of NYC. The sax, cello, or the guitar always sounds so good on the streets or on the trains in NYC.
I am glad I didn't marry A and have 2 kids with him, I know I would miss the kind of life and career I had in NYC. Yes, he was the love of my life but I know he will never compromise and share my lifestyle. Maybe he has changed after he moved back to HK.. I don't know. Perhaps it's destiny. My destiny is with another person and for better or worse, we are happy for now.
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